U won't understand the power of her words while in autopilot mode it's when u done soul searching u understand the wisdom at a more profound level. U think u read quran the same after soul searching vs autopilot mode? there is huge depth to deen and why heaven and hells are in layers.
I mean come on. Soulful quran and islam vs auto pilot Islam and quran do u think God see that as the same maybe in your deluded world. U can do one soulful salat and bro worth trillions of Muslim salat in autopilot a day, It's not quantity it's quality.
Soul searching is hard concept it's just hard to do, reflect on your negative n shortcoming, weaknesses, introspect yourself and your own shaydhan not doing the blame him game, why not talk to it, reason with it, cry to it, go into war with it using Tupac lyrics, not go into blame game and then do salats all your life your relying on mercy then and mercy don't come around often judging by the world. Once done begin or commit to change(slowly bit by bit) it's a journey bro u won't get there overnight. Heck even do some life lesson learned visit periods of your life and lessons learned.
If u can't imagine your soul which is hard but I imagine some ugly little demon that giggles inside at fools and then I imagine it on people faces I hate or even historical stuff or nations or religion or clan or or energy vibes I felt uncomfortable, whatever helps as a medium and use Tupac rhymes to help sooth it or let out the rage of it and I'm calm then.