My iman is a meh. When I started practicing, I had less knowledge but I was firmer than a rock. I've never been able to reach that level since then.
It's all good bro, there's nothing wrong with having doubts; it's a good thing. In fact, it's only the first stage of your liberation. So long as you place an emphasis on critical thinking you will soon be able to join the ranks of rational thinking Somalis.
You aren’t rational in your thinking. You can barely critically think