Let's save the religious differences for another time, I spoke with my Rabbi today during shabbat. His grandson was Bar Mitzvah'ed and he told me that after his family goes back home he will help me with finishing up my conversion. Also, my cohorts already converted it's just me now. I saw some old faces today which was nice. My religious faith has changed me. I no longer use profanity and have a good warm heart. After my conversion, I have plans to legally change my name. I officially get my name after conversion.