Im sorry sxb but om curious and if you don't mind me asking what does being depressed feel like? and what would you say are the emotions that describe it best? And is it based on trauma, or is it just a state of feeling without any underlying trauma causing it? Im ignorant on the subject thats why am askingFair I guess.
I agree, this is exactly how I feel.
The thing is, when I feel miserable I have no motivation to do anything, let alone pray.
I don't want to meet up with people and go do stuff either, I would just rather stay on my bed all day (when i'm not in Uni).
I find it hard to pray or feel "grateful" to Allah when i'm feeling this way, so I don't.
I know, it's a gamble.
Though I can say this about every other religion too.
I guess it makes sense to take the safe route and what i'm used to (Islam) but I also think that if I was born to a Christian family or anything else, I doubt I would ever become Muslim on my own.
