sounds like schizophrenia, please seek professional help not a fat sheikh.
Thank you to all my brothers and sisters who genuinely advised me from the Sunnah.
I am doing my adkaar, praying my salah on time, reciting the 3 Quls, doing dhikr and thinking positively and relying on Allah swt to cure me.
I have never taken any drugs in my life, there's no history of mental health in my family, I didn't have a traumatic experience in my life and I'm not hallucinating. The shaytaan does whisper in the breast of men and the recitation of the Quran doesn't trigger mental health problems Anyway, I don't expect you guys to understand or accept this but quit telling me I need to seek a professional. It is even more sad coming from Muslims.
@ChickenOriental, yes I know about Abu Husnayn and watched a few of his clips. I'm very viligant about the ruqyah process and only go to those who stick to the Quran and Sunnah but Jazakallah Khayr for your advice and dua sis. I'm going to stop listening to the Quran only until I give birth and I'm stronger and my husband thinks it's better I stop listening to it for now. My due date is tomorrow actually but no contractions. Nothing. InshaAllah Kheyr.
@Laila it might be anxiety sis but the fainting upon hearing the Quran leads me to think there is more to it. And sis I have had jinn possession before and I know it has returned and most likely taking advantage of my vulnerable situation now. It spoke when I had ruqyah done the first time and it was a male's voice. He said he was a kaafir and wants to lead me astray. That's their ultimate goal to mislead believers from the Straight Path.
@Daisy I don't have a vitamin deficiency sis and my blood results were good. Been taking folic acid and Vit D tablets and eating healthy too.