Try doing something at a ungodly hour, so tired that you fall onto the bed and just dooze off. Also, it is rare. MOST of the time, I travel on my ones, if and in the RARE chance that I do, I sleep at ungodly hours.
I don't have the time to make up stuff or play with anyone. I came to be riduclued and to be made an asshole off. Then little advice from the community, espcially when in a jiffy!
I think you've gotten the best advice here, only a few who are playing about. Don't take it to heart but you should seriously consider what they've said, you won't hear anything better