I know right. Walaahi since my Youtube Khutbahs radicalization, my brain has been in great usage. Whenever i see a hot man in the street, i dont get all weak in the legs anymore. I think about the fire of Jahanaam and then suddenly i want to run home, perform Wudhuu, & listen to Sheikh Yasir Qadhi
Have you listened to the series "the beginning and the end" on youtube by that young american sheekh? I was impressed one day after I found the youtube series by accident. My main objective then became to recommend that to younger relatives I have who could benefit from fellow american like that dude. Let me find out his name because I forgot. But his lectures were based on the book written by the famous Quran translator called "Imam Ibnu Katheer". His book is called in Arabic Albidayah wal-nihaya. A good book all serious and studious muslims refer to. I happen to have saved the english version in PDF file on one of my many laptops/. Don't recall which one. I have at least four laptops.