I'm really failing to grasp why you are so obsessed with me. My choices in life do not directly or indirectly impact you in any way, shape, or form. You really need to check on your own sanity before you worry about other people's lives because I promise you it's slowly leaving you.I hope you decided to leave Islam. Update us, it has been hours with plenty of advise from well wishers. Don't tell me you are undecided.