Nie
break the rules I'm an innocent fool
I feel kinda high rn. The kinda high wer the only way to come down is by diving into deep a convo with someone.... and that's what I done but I'm still high ish 
I sent my friend an essay text about happiness. I kind regret it, it wasn't supposed to be that long. She will prolly freak out when she opens it
. But is her fault for asking me how to be positive 
Tbh I don't like it when I'm too happy ... everything feels great including non great things. I just had random covo with stranger about identity. Arghh ain't it annoying that I'll never get to see that stranger ever again
I hate not being able to share an afterthought 
at least we fist-bumped tho....
I'm excited about the new year. There's nothing particularly big happening. Big things scare me
... maybe that's just the problem.. I need to stop labelling things 'big' 
I'll prolly just say to em yhh I'm the big boss bish
Wait... did I just label myself big
ah I guess it will take a while... Nvm... But I like the whole vybe of new year new me. So I'm just entering the new year with new attitude... I realised the year we do so much feels the longest in our memory despite that year going so fast. The year we do so lil feels the shortest in our memory even tho it went as slow as af... so do as many things as possible 
.... leeee why did I write so much... faq I need to log out.... please don't read.. well is prolly too late if you just read don't read ... I think I'm crazy ... but i thought most crazy people don't know they crazy. So does this mean I'm not really crazy but my mind thinks I'm crazy and thinking crazy doesn't make me crazy cahs we are not our thoughts
Loool faq I really need to log out
I sent my friend an essay text about happiness. I kind regret it, it wasn't supposed to be that long. She will prolly freak out when she opens it. But is her fault for asking me how to be positive Tbh I don't like it when I'm too happy ... everything feels great including non great things. I just had random covo with stranger about identity. Arghh ain't it annoying that I'll never get to see that stranger ever again I hate not being able to share an afterthought at least we fist-bumped tho.... I'm excited about the new year. There's nothing particularly big happening. Big things scare me
... maybe that's just the problem.. I need to stop labelling things 'big' I'll prolly just say to em yhh I'm the big boss bish
Wait... did I just label myself big
ah I guess it will take a while... Nvm... But I like the whole vybe of new year new me. So I'm just entering the new year with new attitude... I realised the year we do so much feels the longest in our memory despite that year going so fast. The year we do so lil feels the shortest in our memory even tho it went as slow as af... so do as many things as possible .... leeee why did I write so much... faq I need to log out.... please don't read.. well is prolly too late if you just read don't read ... I think I'm crazy ... but i thought most crazy people don't know they crazy. So does this mean I'm not really crazy but my mind thinks I'm crazy and thinking crazy doesn't make me crazy cahs we are not our thoughts Loool faq I really need to log out
I didn't read all that
