If you betray you country in America that's treason & you will be killed.People who believe others should be killed because they left their religion are selfish. Nothing else matters to you but oppressing other people. You're no better than any other supremacist in history. It is astounding that you consider yourself the victim in this scenario. Absolutely incredible.
You are a walking talking poster child against your own religion. You are the epitome of what people dislike about religion. A lack of humanity, supremacist thinking, us vs them mentality.
Its a good thing, not all muslims are like you.
If you betray your family & faith by leaving Islam in Somalia that apostasy then you will be killed.
If you kill a cow in India that blasphemy cause cows are sacred to them, then likewise you will be killed.
You don't have to agree with their law but you must respect it.