@AarLibaax you know what's funny? whatever u do today and when u die, u could wake up in the same place you worked against and back to square one, that's the scariest thing hence why I want to increase the likilhood of a good start anywhere in the world, well if I could anyways. Why I say that is, sleep is to easy and where we are doesnt look that easy. I mean honestly think about it, if everything u see is confusion and difficult, how can it end in ease and sleep? that's why I don't put my odds on that.