I thought masturbation is haram sis. Perhaps a long walk alone might help or sky diving dunno. I think the devil or demonic forces exist. Not like the typical “ohh I’ll get you” red with pitchforks. The universe has a balance if we observe good ofc there’s evil.Aussie
The problem with you is, you are too angry. There is something about your life that is a mess, and u have no one to blame but God. Well, our God has given us an out. We can blame the devil. Blame Ibliss. Are you the devil disciple huuno?
People are given free will. Indeed we are tested. There is no free tickets to paradise. You will be tempted, You will be misguided, it is up to you to lit the fire inside u, to want it. Obviously, u have given up, no doubt because of your medical condition or sexual condition, God knows. God have mercy on you.
PS Dajaal is not sent to torture u. He is sent to counter balance Good vs Evil. Jesus/Issa pbuh being the counter punch.
Aussie, get rid of your anger. Go do masturbation if u have to, its annoying.