How I exactly feel right now:
"The world seems to bug me
Don't know who wants to kill me
Don't know who wants to love me
Man, listen, I be keeping peace in my heart
But if shit hit the fan, I rip shit apart"
- RIP Freaky Tye
(Lost Boyz - Legal Drug Money)
This is the situations I go through:
"I made a covenant with mine eyes; why then should I think upon a maid?" Job 31:1
"But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart. And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell."
Mathew 5:28-29 KJV
Long story short:
This is a difficult one. Hardcore toughluck!
I'm not receiving anything that benefits to me but problems and hard times.