Maybe you should go for it and become the Somali Casey Neisat or Sneako but it is not economic safe to be a youtube or in the film industry. Listen you will look at your past in the future and regret not doing what you always wanted and it will kill you.To find a stable job in a governmental office or work in an International NGO and as far as my own personal projects, I'd wish to finance and work on my cinematographic ambitions (making short movies). If I'm being honest, I would be 100% fulfilled and happy if I had to produce only my creative projects and forget about anything else.