Keep you opinions to yourself, I don't get people like you, you leave Islam and convert to Christianity when priests are converting to Islam. Our religion is complete but for people like you, Islam's beauty's is kept from you. Islam is a religion on miracles, so many miracles predicted by the prophet are happening right now. For example, the prophet SAW said there will come a time when poor bedouins will build the tallest buildings and Compete. The UAE built the Burj Khalifa, and now the Saudis are building a taller one. The UAE annoyed that they'll build a building taller than the Burj just before the Expo 2020, and now Azerbaijan, announced they'd build a taller one than the Burj. Doesn't your head ever get it, and don't say is that it go back to your religion, and pray your juma Salah, ask forgiveness and make dua.
I haven't converted to Christianity as the idea of a trinity sounds even more absurd than what Muhammad preached. What beauty there is in Islam (I don't deny there is) is overshadowed by it's ugliness. What's so beautiful about drinking camel urine or allowing the sexual enslavement of Non-Muslim women? What's so beautiful about Muhammad gouging the eyes out of suspected criminals? Of course these moral issues I have is superceded by it's lack of evidence so no I won't be bowing down and crying for repentance thank you.