I'm a born skeptic. And highly inquisitive fella too boot which meant from really young age I was always dubious about Islam.
I remember when I was around 7 asking my dugsi teacher in Somalia, if Allah created everything, who created Allah. My dugsi macallin perfunctorily said no body. Allah was always there. That left me with a sense of deep void. The idea that all there is Allah and his creation was oppressively unsatisfactory. I always instinctively preferred the wonder and mystery of godless world. I felt the notion of omniscient, omnipotent and omnipresent Allah limited human imagination and curiosity.
But that was all instinct. There was no consideration for reason or evidence because I was too young. But then I got older and I began to notice all kinds of glaring inconsistencies. One of the first inconsistencies I spotted was the spy angels Allah puts on our shoulders to record our deeds. I wondered why would omniscient and omnipresent Allah need spy angels? Then when I was around 13 I ran an experiment in which I tested the hypothesis that Allah loves those who love him. So, I loved Allah; for nearly a year and a half I prayed EVERY SINGLE SALAAT on every single day to the point where I nearly developed a dark spot on my forehead. I wanted to see if all my prayers and good behaviour made any difference. Surprise, surprise! It didn't.
From then on, I never looked back. Islam, an elaborate theory to explain everything from creation to the cosmos, is simply inadequate. To me, life is too short to be frittered away on false creeds. Islam is simply superfluous. Every day, whether we're Muslims or not, we live as if Islam didn't even exist. We go about our lives using our reason, evidence and common sense to make decisions.
I remember when I was around 7 asking my dugsi teacher in Somalia, if Allah created everything, who created Allah. My dugsi macallin perfunctorily said no body. Allah was always there. That left me with a sense of deep void. The idea that all there is Allah and his creation was oppressively unsatisfactory. I always instinctively preferred the wonder and mystery of godless world. I felt the notion of omniscient, omnipotent and omnipresent Allah limited human imagination and curiosity.
But that was all instinct. There was no consideration for reason or evidence because I was too young. But then I got older and I began to notice all kinds of glaring inconsistencies. One of the first inconsistencies I spotted was the spy angels Allah puts on our shoulders to record our deeds. I wondered why would omniscient and omnipresent Allah need spy angels? Then when I was around 13 I ran an experiment in which I tested the hypothesis that Allah loves those who love him. So, I loved Allah; for nearly a year and a half I prayed EVERY SINGLE SALAAT on every single day to the point where I nearly developed a dark spot on my forehead. I wanted to see if all my prayers and good behaviour made any difference. Surprise, surprise! It didn't.
From then on, I never looked back. Islam, an elaborate theory to explain everything from creation to the cosmos, is simply inadequate. To me, life is too short to be frittered away on false creeds. Islam is simply superfluous. Every day, whether we're Muslims or not, we live as if Islam didn't even exist. We go about our lives using our reason, evidence and common sense to make decisions.